Me? Married? Heck No!! hahaha

My family and a few of my friends have been asking me..When are you going to get married? I usually reply with a smart ass answer and say "Well, I am waiting for him to get a divorce!!" You should see their faces!! For me, marriage is a huge commitment. I've been in love before and I have mended my heart a few times. I am not ready for marriage. I would settle in a heartbeat if it was Brad Pitt, Maurice Bennard (Sunny-GH), Tyler Christopher (Nik-GH), Mathew McC., Vin Diesel, Mel Gibson, Simon (A.Idol), Johnny Depp and so on!! Whenever I do decide to get married, it will take place in Las Vegas at Bellagio or the Alladin!! And then hell would freeze!!

Sounds of a Yawn

Imagine this, being stuck in a room with someone constantly yawning every five minutes...and you hear "AHHHHHhhhhhh....."!! You feel like stapling your ears to the side of your head. The sound is very annoying. It reminds me of the theme from "STAR TREK". Yup..the woman singing in the background "ahh..ahhhh...ahh..ah aaaa." . It gets louder and louder. I know this person wants me to ask them why are they so tired but apparently I don't give a shit!! I feel like screaming SHUT THE FU*& UP!! I can't cause it wouldn't be professional of me. An hour passes by. Miss Pain in the Ass-Crack finally says "Oh I am probably annoying you with my yawing". I said well you sound like the lady who sings the theme song on STAR TREK. Then I started singing it very loud. She and another person laughed. She yawned silently after that. I guess it is best to be humorous instead of being rude. Wow, I was actually nice and not pinche!!

Empathy

Have you ever had a day when all of a sudden you are hit with a feeling of deep sadness with no apparent reason? This happened to me last week. The feeling lasted for a day and a half. I knew something was up with someone but I didn't know who until a day later. I felt like crying but I didn't know why. No, it is not depression. I have gone through this before. The feeling of sadness was very overwhelming and powerful. I couldn't sleep that night. I told someone but they really didn't say anything about it. Then it happened. Thursday night I read my email. One of my dear friends sent me an email telling me that her father passed away Tuesday. That feeling was coming from her. Her sadness, her pain and her tears. Some people call it empathy. I call it a part of my 6 sense. This has happened to me many times in the past but never with anyone that lives in a different country.

What? Me..Get In Trouble?

This week a few people asked me what I have been doing. After answering their questions, I got many of the same responses. "Oh good you need to keep busy to stay out of trouble." "Have you been keeping away from trouble?" "Seems like your way too busy to get into trouble." Trouble?!! Ok is someone going to spank me if I get into trouble? (hmm I wouldn't mind) Just because I am a little adventurous sometimes doesn't mean I am doing something bad!! I know I have a dark side of me. And I know sometimes I laugh at things that others don't consider funny. But I don't give a crap!! There are some people that just need to let loose once in a while and have fun. I can be serious at times when needed and I consider myself a good listener. I guess others view me getting into "trouble" by seeing me have a good time, laughing or being a smart ass. Maybe I should stop telling a few of those people "Don't do anything I would do to Go out and enjoy life. Be good to yourself and don't be so negative!!!"

Darn It!!

It really sucks to be lactose intolerant!! Tonight I went to a fundraiser. Mexican menu...cheese enchiladas..Ughhh. I had two bites. I didn't have much of a breakfast. I was running late to work. My lunch was over cooked from being zapped in a microwave. I went for the margarita first. It "hit" me at first but then I couldn't have a second one cause I have to work tomorrow. The temptation was just there...yummy frozen margarita. The hot sauce was a little bit too hot for me. I think they mixed 5 jalepenos and added one tomato to the mix. I usually love hot but that was an ass burner!! Now I am hungry but it is almost midnight and I don't want to eat late. Yesterday went to eat sushi for dinner. The fish bait is delicious. I just can't get use to the seaweed in the California roll. The things we put in our mouths.....